... I'm... attempting to write a summation paper on Paleolithic cave drawings, right now... but obviously have hit a road block -- I'm blogging instead. I dare say that summer vacations are not only unproductive, they're also extremely devastating when it comes to getting back into the groove of homework, school... mainly just writing research papers, again.
I keep checking my facebook... even though I know I won't have any wall posts? Haha, I know, I know... I'm just trying to stall. Blerh. Here goes round(/attempt) three!! :(
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Hi. My name is Kelci. And I like to party.
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... So Monday night, I went to a concert in SLC... and came to a final conclusion: I'm dropping out of school and partying instead. I might even create a band and tour for a while... I like to travel, have always wanted to more of it, so why not??
Oh, the other thing I decided? A life of celabecy really isn't for me... Lol. I'm doing my best to be what I know I'm supposed to be... but I swear I'm slowly dying inside.
Couple more things that I discovered about myself, this past week:
1. Some day, I want to be the next Dr. Seuss.
2. I hate sleeping where I'm supposed to... I don't know if it's because I have a hard time following what others expect to be normal guidelines/expectations of behavior... but I just can't do it.
3. I'm female. 100%, without a doubt, all girl. And I'm cool with it. There's no reason to deny what I am... I think, from here on out, I'm going to embrace it to it's fullest. As contradictory as it might sound, I feel even more empowered than before, more different, maybe even more feminist. I. AM. WOMAN.
4. I miss having little kids around... I want a baby, just not one of my own.
5. I really have found "my type"... and even more than that, I've found that within that type, there are so many DIFFERENT types... It'll be interesting to see who I finally end up with? :)
6. If there was a way that I could, I'd have Liz Stanfield be my mother-in-law, no matter who I marry. She's got to be the closest thing to Christ that I've ever experienced, she's incredible. As a matter of fact, she's the kind of mother that I want to embody, someday.
7. There's a ticking sound, some where near by... and I think it's coming from inside, lol.
8. I've gave up on being self-conscious quite a while ago, and yet, for whatever reason, I still am too scared to attempt poetry. I shall start... this week? Ehhhh...
It's insane, inevitably dramatic, always changing, and sometimes inspiring... but I love my life. I really do. :)
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Oh, the other thing I decided? A life of celabecy really isn't for me... Lol. I'm doing my best to be what I know I'm supposed to be... but I swear I'm slowly dying inside.
Couple more things that I discovered about myself, this past week:
1. Some day, I want to be the next Dr. Seuss.
2. I hate sleeping where I'm supposed to... I don't know if it's because I have a hard time following what others expect to be normal guidelines/expectations of behavior... but I just can't do it.
3. I'm female. 100%, without a doubt, all girl. And I'm cool with it. There's no reason to deny what I am... I think, from here on out, I'm going to embrace it to it's fullest. As contradictory as it might sound, I feel even more empowered than before, more different, maybe even more feminist. I. AM. WOMAN.
4. I miss having little kids around... I want a baby, just not one of my own.
5. I really have found "my type"... and even more than that, I've found that within that type, there are so many DIFFERENT types... It'll be interesting to see who I finally end up with? :)
6. If there was a way that I could, I'd have Liz Stanfield be my mother-in-law, no matter who I marry. She's got to be the closest thing to Christ that I've ever experienced, she's incredible. As a matter of fact, she's the kind of mother that I want to embody, someday.
7. There's a ticking sound, some where near by... and I think it's coming from inside, lol.
8. I've gave up on being self-conscious quite a while ago, and yet, for whatever reason, I still am too scared to attempt poetry. I shall start... this week? Ehhhh...
It's insane, inevitably dramatic, always changing, and sometimes inspiring... but I love my life. I really do. :)
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